Tears for Cameron

April 12 (day 4)

Today I get released from the hospital and Cameron is still being treated in the NICU. And to add more stress he is also being treated for jaundice in an incubator.

This going to be the hardest day for me and probably the most emotional. One good thing is that my milk has fully come in, I am pumping 160ml per pumping session. and I have more than enough milk pumped to last for 3 days.

Prayers for my baby and my family as we prepare to leave him in the hands of the medical staff here. As tears roll down my face I have to go see him for the last time today before going home without him...